Actually

I realised i get worried very easily.
Once something is uncertain, i will start to worry, even for the smallest thing.
When it comes to things related to results or studies, i will start to get paranoid and thoughts will start running in my mind.

Like just now,
was reading through our FTT book just now with Pearlie and she suddenly said this person already got called for interview by NBS.
Suddenly, the FTT doesnt seems scary. I am scared and worried about the uni application instead. Why havent i got the reply from them yet?
Ended up both of us started to worry about uni instead of FTT which we will be in taking in another 20mins time? haha

Gonna start work soon again. Less slacking time at home, cant wake up late anymore.
No more a life of a tai tai haha.

Nails painting!

Met up with Gina on thurs for a cheap nails painting trip.
(Day 3 after nails painted on small part of the paint chipped off, thanks to my shorts -.-)

I need to stop procrastinating.
Sometimes it isn't that good to stay at home for too long. Stayed at home for a whole afternoon will just generate headaches and laziness for me huh.
That problem will just become worst.

Driving

1st driving lesson today, damn shiok!
Cant wait to get my license and travelling will be much easier.
And after trying out driving today, I know why people always want to speed on expressway. Everything infront is so clear that you just feel like dashing through.

Was shopping at tm today and bought 2 more tops again.
Have to control my spendings seriously, especially when I am jobless now.

Kinda like days like that.
Going shopping whenever I feel like and sufficient time to do the stuff that I want/plan to do.
Unlike the past 2 months, everyday doing things that I dont really enjoy.
This sound like a life of a taitai, I want to be one next time ah! Haha

And I need to exercise.

From today onwards

I am unemployed.
Haha a break from 3 months of hard work.


Taken with my ipod touch. Yes I finally bought it! 3 days of my pay gone to that.
But it is a really good buy and those who have it should use facetime more often. It's damn awesome!

So many things to do, but I am not starting with any of it.
Laziness again.

FTT on the 29th and I have not even read the book yet, so screwed.

Back then

I went into my sis room and i saw this photo:

SO CUTE CAN.

Haha back then when we're all young and playful. Look at my little cousin boy who tried to squeeze into the photo, but unfortunately failed. Ok, at least his hand was being captured in the photo hahaha,
I feel like pinching all of the children's cheek in the photo. It's just too cute haha.

Ok back to present,
waiting for hohongye to sms me before we head down for uni open house.
In a few more months, I will be in a uni. Time flies real fast, looking at the photo above I think I was only pri 1 back then huh.
Please let me get into the course I want! Those straight As people all go medicine/law/chem engineering k. Dont snatch the place from me.
-Trying to deceive myself only lol.

And finally, it's Sunday tmr! Have been waiting for this day to come since Friday? And have to endure the 6 days straight of night shift at SH. 1.30-11pm isn't a joke. Testing your endurance only.

I am sure tomorrow will be a good day :D

Tomorrow

Tmr is the day, the day that I wished it never come.

Anxiety, nervous, excited, scared.

I hope everything turns out well.