December

On my way on the train to meet the girls and Ms Leong for dinner, had sudden small sneezes that interrupted my music.

Suddenly, the guy sitting beside me was frantically digging for something out from his bag. I took a small peek at his actions.

Then, he passed me a piece of tissue paper.

In Singapore, this is rare.

Met up with the girls later, sat at Mac and talked about many issues happening now.

There are really some things that can hold a girl to a guy, despite the uncountable wrongdoings that he had done, or even those that are really unbelievable and yet, the girl can tolerate him.

First time I am speechless, and when I am speechless, it's really serious.

Later, Ms Leong finally came and joined us after not meeting up for whole 2 years!

Did some catch-up and also mentioned about what happened.

One sentence that Ms Leong said and I think it's really true.

"When even your girlfriends tell you that he's not good, he's really not worth your time."

Got it??

Yeah, meaningful 4hours spent with the girls.

Some pictures that describe my dec holidays.

2011 is ending real soon.

And I must say, it was an awesome one.

I can feel that my period is coming, which means pain and cramps will tag along as well.

Oh man, the feeling of anticipating something not good is horrible. You wont know how badly it's gonna hit you or how nice it will give you.

Ahhh pre-pms syndrome now?

Please, dont be like last month cause i practically just lied down and curled up on my bed for the whole afternoon, pressing hard on my womb, or whatever you call that.

Days since the start of holiday - awesome.

Have been sleeping whatever time I want and waking up naturally. Going out to places that I have never been before and the experience was good. Meeting up with friends that I havent met for a long time was nostalgic, seeing how things have changed over the years.

Misses

Exams over! (a few days ago) and I am still as lazy to blog.

Hongye came over yesterday and we started to do crazy stuff again. Miss her alot!

And also the other 2 who are still busy with their school work. Soon soon, next year May/June! Bangkok is waiting for us k ;)

A month worth of holiday, trying to find something meaningful to do. But I got this feeling I will just lie on my bed and slack a substantial amount of time off.

I guessed this holiday I will be stuck in Singapore since there is no signs of news from my parents that we're going overseas.

Sigh, bus fare increase, cab fare increase, food prices increase. The government is forcing us to stay at home.

K I being a typical Singaporean now.

In a meantime,

Christmas is coming soon! :D

那些年，我們一起追的女孩

Watched You're the Apple of my Eye yesterday.

A long time since the last movie I watched, and the first time a movie has left a deep impression in me.

Everyone, you should go watch. Even though it's chinese, you should, still, watch it. It will bring out the cheena side of yours. ;)

Watching it brought back lots of memories of the mundane schooling days, especially the JC days. The little things captured in the movie can just bring back tons of memories. Well thats true for the girls POV cause I don't think, and choose to remain thinking that, our guy friends dont do the things they do in school lol.

Having a crush on each other - it's just so sweet.

11.11.11 - I bet I am the most underdressed girl to walk into the cinema, with just an oversized orientation shirt and fbt.

Last day of sem

3 weeks more and I will go crazy.

What is a relationship?

- I guess i dont really know

Exams coming up and busy with projects & presentations all day long.

I guessed that's what uni is about - less academic time but more time spent on preparation and work.

I cant wait for days like this to be over.

Holidays here are really a well-earned break you can get after 3months of studying and rushing projects.

I need a short getaway, off from this stressful environment. But I dont think I am brave enough to travel alone.

Bumped onto Peiqi a few days ago and she asked "Why is your blog so dead?"

I told her that I am gonna close it or ignore this space here cause I really dont have the time to manage it.

Actually, blog isnt a chore that you have to update frequently. It's a space where you can put all your real thoughts in, and you might feel better after that.

And that's what I have felt today.

Hall

Came back hall on Sunday night instead of the Monday cause I really have lots of work to do.

This is probably my first week that I stayed throughout the whole week in hall ever since FOC ended.

Ran on Sunday night with Richard and Fiona. Feeling great after eating so much sinful food over the weekend. Chilled at amphi in the night really allow me to relax after a day of hardwork (well, rushing my work again).

Since i dont have lessons on Mon and Wed, my whole day will be spent in hall doing work.

Time seems to pass quite quickly here.

And the time here gets exciting and more fun when it's at night. Have been watching rally for the past 2 nights. Dinner later and more chilling session with hallmates.

How awesome is it.

I am loving hall life now.

Dinner and Dance

Finally two weeks of intensive practice for pageant is over! And our hardwork did paid off :D

Throughout the whole thing, I think i enjoyed myself more when I was backstage than on stage.

My partner hall king eh! Well done Richard :)







Cama love



And of course, love from my dear :)

Brand new experience, enjoyed myself.

Loving dinner and dance 2011 :)

Week 2

Week 2. Still a blur freshie.

Still having problem in finding my classes, the layout of NBS is just too weird.

Still trying to find out what's happening in school, got spammed with lots of emails which i dont check it everyday. Though i think i am supposed to do check it daily lol.

Still sourcing for nice food around hall. Kinda sick of hall canteen's food.

Takes time takes time.

And i have training everyday from 7.30pm-12midnight!!

Walked and danced around in heels, never can I imagine myself doing that!

Damn tiring but no pains, no gains right! I had fun also, thanks to the awesome group of hunks&babes ;)

We trained together, aim to lose weight together, but everytime after training, we'll all be like craving for supper. How irony!

And we just had supper last night again, who cares right (Y)

One more week! I hope i have enough energy to pull through!

OH and guess what cca i joined!

It's called the FOOD CLUB.

Cool right! Basically we just go around eating all the awesome, exotic and nice food at discounted price! Can't wait for the first outing/meeting or whatever they call that.

Dear is in hongkong now. Terrible, this blur boy didnt activate his phone roaming. Totally cut off his connection from the world luh. Sigh miss you miss you miss you badly!

CAMA

It has been days since I clicked on the blogger website.

Attended hall 13 6 days FOC and it was awesome.

Coming back hall really gives me that homely feeling, with familiar faces that I see when I walked around in hall. The place where I can dress in tshirt, fbt and slippers and walk around without attracting any weird stares (you cant do that in NBS haha).

And there will be friends accompanying you when you're bored at night, with just a text "I am so bored in hall! Meet downstairs?" and the night will not be mundane anymore.

Probably cause I only attended hall foc, and not NBS foc. So I felt more comfortable with my hallmates.

Yes, below are the awesome people i met during foc.

Anyway, during foc's amazing. I walked a total distance of 21km overnight!

I have to praise myself for that. For a so not sporty and dont exercise person like me, big accomplishment know! Hehe

So now, I am like slacking in my own room enjoying the aircon, for the first time after almost 2 weeks! Cama dinner later yay :)

Still healing.

Time, that's what all I need. Or maybe to keep myself away from what's happening around me.

Need to do something to keep myself occupied.

Setback

Whenever I encounter any setbacks, I will just break into tears. And the amount of tears that flowed out determine how deep it has hurt me.

I know there's always ups and downs in life. It's never perfect. There is always a second chance.

Well it's easy to say.
I need alot of time to recover from it. Like really alot.

Whenever I am alone I will start thinking of it and all the negative thoughts will just come. And it will somehow link to other stuffs and the situtation will just get worse, inside my mind.

This is damn unhealthy. But what to do, I just cant let it go so easily.

I am a good-close-to-perfect example of a worrywart I guess.

And probably a good stress-induced machine.

Sometimes I wonder if I am I taking things to seriously.

I really want to understand myself better. I think I still dont.

-- I think I get affected easily by how people will comment on me, be it good or bad, or just a passing comment. Why care right?? Maybe I am not brave enough to face it. Or I have been avoiding it and remained ignorant for the past few years. As I always believe, ignorance is bliss.

On a side note, cause of all the stress and worries, I lost 2kg within a week. How powerful is that.

But I rather not lose that 2kg. Things would be different. I will be happier. Oh wells.

Adventurous

Every meet-up, there will sure be food involved.

And I'll be eating and eating.

Then, gaining more weight. Sigh

Last friday, jinwei's strong craving for steamboat brought us to some steamboat buffet at bugis.

Forgot the name, but the food there have limited variety huh. The fish is nice though.

Went to illuma after that, chilled at coffee bean all the way till 11pm plus.

The guys just couldnt stop talking about their NS life. But kinda interesting to hear them share the experiences in Tekong.

And that's how I learn all the army terms.

Next day, Meng Seng and I decided to check out Henderson Waves.

Using only ipod touch to browse google map, we somehow made our way there from Vivo.

For the benefit of those who want to go there but couldnt find the place, here's the guide!

First take 145 from Vivo's bus stop. Alight at the 5th stop.

When we alighted, I was still lost, and thought that maybe we have to walk a distance before we can see it.

Suddenly, Meng Seng shouted, "eh look up!"

That's the henderson bridge!

Then, you have to cross the road and climbed up this LONG flight of stairs.

Almost died after climbing up these stairs. Too long never exercise already. But all these are worth it cause the view up there is awesome :)

Lots of photoshoot taking place there.

Taking shade from the scorching hot sun at one of the sheltered areas.

So this is henderson bridge!

Lol like doing some advertorial like that.

Next stop, KTM railway! :)

Reminiscing

Went to checkup early morning 9am at national heart centre for my heart murmur thingy. Yes that far and i have difficulty pulling myself out of bed!

And thanks dear for accompanying me there too <3

Did the scan and doctor said nothing serious, still can jump around like some crazy girl haha.

Met 4/1 for dinner at Astons :)

2 years plus ago, they were all posted to MJC and I am the only one in TPJC.

Now, they are all going to NUS and i am the only NTU there. Got so coincidental not!

Had dinner there and the two NS guys forever talking about their NS stuff, and they seems to have endless new topics to talk about.

And the girls just enjoy our food first hehe.

After dinner, went to viewing mall to do lots of crazy stuff huh.

And actually, darwin came back from London also!

Completed first year now moving on to 2nd year of uni after his holiday break know.

While we've yet to start our first year!

Nvm, the guys still have 2 more years to go hahaha.

And lastly, ah hong!

with her newly cut short hair. Nicer leh!

And why NTU never accept her?? Sighhhh

And my eyes are like so puffy in all the photos! :(

Those carefree days are gone.

Decisions have to be made once again, and hopefully the right one.

When there's gain, there's something that ought to be lost.

I fully understand what it means now.

Nice

Getaway

I really really want to go overseas with friends before uni starts.

To a place that I can really shop my hearts out.

Or to some place that i can play and relax.

Only a month left.

How how how.

Anyway, went for a picnic on friday with dear at barrage.

Everything was awesome, the weather, the food we made and the company.

Nice day :)

It's already the end of june. Meaning 6 months of 2011 gone.

What have i done?? I dont really know haha. It's just past too fast for me to take note of anything.

Sacrifice which?

Have been dwelling over the fact that I have to give up NBS camp for my driving test that clashes with the camp.

I have always wanted to go for a camp so badly. The last one was like JC1 orientation camp? Or maybe CO camp but i was the camp chief so not counted.

Oh well.

Driving test coming real sooooon. Damn scary.

Everytime when I sit along the benches in CDC waiting for my lesson, there will be a group of people waiting to take their TP.

Then one by one they walked out with the invigilator, who will be holding a laptop.

Scaryyy, I feel nervous for them.

Finally some programmes planned for the weekend, something to spice my mundane week up.

Picnic with dear and meetup with the same few gang :)

21st

Sherman's 21st.
With starhub people. Too bad the rest cant make it :(
Dinner soon!

Actually kinda fun attending 21st birthday.
Can see how the birthday boy/girl organise it and enjoying their 21st.

Can't wait for my 21st also! I know i still have 2 more years.

Updates!

Monday
Spent almost 4 hours shopping for papers and craft materials with Desiree at prologue and paper market! I really don't how did we managed to do it, but we really just walked around and deciding what papers are worth to buy. Felt so shiok after getting all the necessary materials case that means I can make a really nice card! :)
Yeah it's like a sense of satisfaction you'll get huh.

Tuesday
Went town shopping with sis from 1pm plus all the way till 9pm at night can!
Finally got a maxi dress for only $19 from F21!
And just because of a pair of shoes, my sis made me run up and down 3 times with her at far east, just to get the correct size and kind she wants -.-

Wednesday
Accompanied Gina to nus for her interview. Nus looks damn quiet huh as compared to ntu. Yeah it was my first time there in nus.
After that went to do nails at this nail salon in katong shopping centre. I got conned by them huh! Paid like $12 extra just for one small bottle of anti-fungal solution. never gonna go there again.
But I like the colour of my toenails though haha.

Thursday
Driving lesson as usual and finally some time to catch up with all my drama mama shows haha.

Friday
Driving lesson in the morning and then met Hongye for swimming! I think I have not swam for close to a year huh!
We swam like 20laps (1 lap is actually 50m only, even though I still think is 100m haha) and now my legs and arms are aching. But the feeling after that was damn shiok!
Astons at night with dear, their food still taste as nice as ever.
Oh and great night spent with him too, after so many days not meeting.

Saturday
Met mengseng again early morning for yakun breakfast. Woke up at 10am and left house at 11am, with a sleepy face still. Haha but the weather was damn nice. Morning stroll to the bus stop was cooling and awesome. If only we have such nice weather everyday.
Slack for the whole afternoon and went for sherman's 21st. Slightly better than we expect. Nice catching up with the starhubbers too :)

Ok I think I am having insomnia now lol. Still quite awake at this hour - time check: 1:35am

Shop

Have been shopping around town since tues. First with Wanyi on wed and then with dear fri & sat.

And I only get a shirt huh. I need to go new places to shop!

Week 1 of non-schooling/unemployed days - I kinda enjoying it :D

K gotta prepare for my Msia day trip

Walt Disney

Sunday - 050611

Wanted to watch the band performance at Esplanade with dearies. But the response was so overwhelming that half an hour before the commence of the perf, all seats in the concert hall are filled! So saddening, went all the way to Esplanade and yet not able to watch it. And Eehui is performing in the band huh!

Then went over to Paper Market to shop for crafts materials. I think we spent like 1hour plus inside there choosing papers and materials.

I wanna learn scarpbooking. Dont know how the people there can make until so nice.

I really like making cards. The sense of satisfaction after making it can totally cheer me up. It's really worth it to invest time in making them, especially now when I have TOO much time haha.

But I am lacking of materials. Some of them are just too expensive.

Soooo, after saturday, learnt my lesson.

This week's schedule packed! :D

Alone

I feel like I have wasted a day at home. Never ever gonna stay at home for the whole afternoon again.

There are no more shows that I can watch, well those that I am interested in of course.
Already browsed through all the tumblr pages and blogs that I always go.
Done looking through all the blogshops

All within 3 hours of the day.

And now, I totally have nothing to do at all.

Everyone seems to be busy with their own things, except me.
This isn't getting any better. Being alone just make me think and worry about stuffs unnecessary.
I think I am used to the busy life. I don't mind getting tired. At least my time is well spent, unlike now.

Gosh, can't wait for tmr!
Gonna watch some band performance at esplanade with dearies!
Time, please pass faster!

I am a girl who worry alot

And a little impatient

And a little lazy

I need to do something to occupy my brain.
Staying at home watching movies isnt that good after all.

What should I do now?



Easier said than done.

Pirates of the Caribbean

POC marathon with Shayne and Linde today was awesome!
Too bad I have to leave halfway through the 2nd one.

So what's up next, Shayne? ;)