Within a short period of time, I realised that many things around me aren't what I have been seeing on the surface.

Every movement, every actions, there's a meaning behind it. Be it to be on purpose or accident, you will start to see it from a different perspective.

And, it will be hard to revert back to original.

I am starting to believe that I have been living in my own whole world since (i dont know when).

When you start to realise that things aren't as simple as it is, it hurts.

I choose not to show it, cause I believe the smile on my face can heal everything. But apparently, not. Deep inside, my heart's fighting. With what, I have yet to find out.

But I just know, I have to stay strong.